God’s been teaching me to fly by the seat of my pants over the last several months. I’m learning this isn’t just for a season – it’s something I’m adopting as a lifestyle. If you know me at all, you know flying by the seat of my pants is not second nature to me. I’ve realized that for me, it all boils down to trust. Who am I going to trust? Will I trust my well-thought-out plans? Or will I trust God who knows all, who is I AM, and who thrives in the interruptions of life? I’ve made up my mind. This is my decision. I’m moving forward free and unfettered as He’s asking me to do, living carefree in the care of God, trusting Him, my one and only constant. Why? Because He's Worthy! Will you join me in this wild and exhuberating journey?

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Love Wins in the Smokey Mountains


The next place we ministered in the Philippines rocked my world beyond anything I was expecting. We split our teams into three different groups. One group went to Davao where they ministered for the next week, another team went to minister to some local government officials in Manila, and I went with a group to minister to the Filipino Metro Ministries Team in Manila and then to some people that actually live in the trash dumps.



Metro Ministries founded the kid’s outreach, Sidewalk Sunday School, that I was involved in all last year. They basically take the Good News to kids on the streets and lavish love on them. We decided to go love on the Filipino Metro Ministries team and bring them encouragement. After all, these are people who give of themselves daily in really difficult situations such as seeing children and their parents live in a local trash dump called Smokey Mountains.  During our ministry time to the Metro team, we worshiped together, we prophesied and prayed over the staff there, and then we served them by washing their feet. It was a special time for all of us.

When we finished our time at Metro Ministries, a couple of their staff members took us to the trash dumps to minister. I had no idea what to expect. My initial thoughts were simply that people gathered at the trash dumps daily to salvage anything they could. However, I was soon to learn that people didn’t just come daily - they actually lived there. Upon our arrival I saw piles of dirt and trash covered with a swirl of flies. The people had actually built their “homes” out of the trash from plywood and various other materials. Many of the people that live there don’t know any different as they’ve never left the trash dumps.



Soon after we arrived we had the opportunity to pray for a man who worked at the trash dumps. He was having trouble seeing clearly and after we prayed for him, his blurry vision was completely cleared up! Praise God for His healing touch!

As we walked deeper into the dump, we went through a smoky area where they burn the trash.  I realized that in the direct line of this polluted smoke were homes where people lived. We were informed that many of them develop lung issues because of the smoke. So that’s why they call this particular dumpster, Smokey Mountains. It is nothing like the beautiful Smoky Mountains of Tennessee where mountains of earth are covered by the beauty of mist and fog. No, this place is actually covered with mountains of burning garbage…and the people who live there are impacted by it daily. It makes my heart so sad to think of these devastating living circumstances.



After walking a little while, we came to an 83 year old woman’s home that was made out of plywood and hoisted on stilts. Her name was Emily and she was immobile because the muscles in her legs were so weak. She had also broken either her arm, wrist or hand. The exact area that was broken was lost in translation. She cried as she shared that she was asking God to either take her or to heal her if He had a purpose for her to live. We prayed for her to be healed and she felt improvement in her arm. The pain lessened – praise God! After we prayed for her she said that tomorrow she would walk and the next day she would go to church! She had so much spunk and resilience even in a very difficult spot. As I sat there and listened to her, I realized she had an incredible heart of gratitude and faith. She shared with us that she would go to the Dr. for her wrist on Monday but she didn’t have the money to pay the Dr. or even to purchase food. We prayed for her financial needs as well. She shared of how every time she has prayed for food, someone came along with provision. Even with her disabilities she cared for a little baby whose mom was only a teenager. I was struck by how her daily life is full of dependence on God’ provision for her needs at a level that is beyond anything I’ve ever known. I feel like I can learn a lot from this woman who is full of resilience and the ability to strengthen herself in the Lord.



When we finished praying and talking with Emily, we walked a little further to a body of water where kids were swimming. The Metro Staff person explained that this water served as the kids play area as well as the public bathroom. I stood there watching them play in this filthy water and smelled the stench of human waste wafting off the very water they were enjoying so much. It was then that the tears started to flow. But I quickly composed myself because we had kids to go love on. At this point, I became aware of the fact that I was in shock. My heart for justice rose up. But I was also aware that at the end of the day, love wins. Love always wins. I may not have been able to take each of those kids home with me, but I could love them in that moment…that one moment I was given with them.



So our team did just that. The guys on our team quickly became human jungle gyms as the kids climbed on their backs and were swung around in circles. We all held their hands and hugged them. We prayed for their infected eyes and smoke filled lungs. We made balloon art for them and shared smiles with them. Even in the midst of their circumstances, I found the children to be quick to smile and many of them had life in their eyes. It was another reminder to me of how much one can be poor in the natural but so rich in spirit. We did a drama for the children and several of the kids accepted Jesus as their Savior! I’m sure all of heaven was rejoicing!



It was difficult to love them and then leave them. I definitely let the tears flow once we had left. The kids were so hungry for love.  And love is what we gave them…the best gift of all. Why? Because love never fails. As Heidi Baker says, “love looks like something”. On this day it looked like playing with kids covered in dirt, hugging them, and sharing the Good News with them. On another day it may look like something else entirely different. But love always looks like something…and love always wins. And so I will forever choose love.


All photos are compliments of one of my fellow teammates:
Heidi Fehr.